Words from my heart

Through these tears, I try to smile.

Though it hurts, I try to hide.

Your love used to drive me crazy.

But now it is only driving me lonely.

I just keep on thinking of that day.

When I had very little to say.

That day I could not cry but it rained.

That day I could not say but it pained.

But you did not notice anything.

Surely because you did not know everything.

I try a lot to find an excuse.

But I don’t understand what made you refuse.

I surely did not deserve this.

But no one will ever give me justice.

At night I just can’t sleep.

What did I sow and what did I reap?

How I wished you were here.

But there’s no one near.

Perhaps you didn’t believe that my love was true.

But I meant it when I said I love you.

But everything is over.

I shall love never.

Never again.

Love: the process

Love is a process that every individual experience in his/her lifetime. Let us analyse the stages in this process.

Friendship/ introduction stage

In this stage you meet someone and you feel the need to know more about that person. So you will try to approach him/her. There might be several ways to do so. Some try to take the help of a third party who is close to that person, while others try to talk to that person directly.

Trying to take help from someone else might sometime be useful to gather some information about that person. However you should take help from the right person. For instance, if you want to know more about a girl, don’t take help from his brother or his father!!

Those who try to talk to that person directly must choose the right thing to say at the right place at the right time. The first impression is usually a lasting impression, so better take the time and get the things done rightly. Depending on the situation you should figure out what is the right thing to talk about.

It should be noted that at this stage, it is just a mere feeling to know more about that person. Success in this stage is achieved if the introduction has been good and if that person has accepted to befriend you or has started to think about befriending you unconsciously.

Attraction stage

In this stage, you feel the need to go beyond friendship. You start getting attracted to that person physically and emotionally.

Physical attraction occurs when your body start to react to that person. For instance, you start losing appetite, your heart start racing and you don’t get much sleep since you prefer spending your time daydreaming about that person. These effects have been scientifically proven.

Emotional attraction is a step further to physical attraction. This occurs when you start having things in common with that person. Very often you start to develop things in common which you previously didn’t have.

However the next stage of this process can start only if this attraction is mutual, otherwise the process ends here.

Sharing stage

Here, you start getting close to that person and you start to share your dreams, thoughts and feeling with him/her. You spend quite some time with him/her and you learn about his likes and dislikes.

This develops into some intimacy between you and that person. This is why this stage can also be called the intimacy stage. In reality, everyone feel reluctant to talk about their personal things with others. However intimacy drives away this feeling. Intimacy strengthens the relationship.

Expectation stage

With time, you start having expectations from your partner. You want to feel his/her presence whenever you need him/her. You might start having some small arguments with that person. However, the relationship will last only if these arguments are temporary.

To avoid these arguments, it is best not to expect your partner to give you more that he/she can and to compromise with the circumstances. For instance, if you think that your partner does not give you enough time, then it is wise to compromise and don’t expect him/her to give you more time that he/she actually can.

This stage usually results in a slump in the relationship curve.

Commitment stage

Should the relationship subsist from the expectation stage, it will go through this last stage, which is the commitment stage.

Here you will mutually accept to support each other in good and bad times throughout life. In most case, this stage is more lasting that other stages and it often results in marriage.

You will start taking decisions together since all decision concerning you will affect him/her and vice versa. There is a greater level of understanding between you and your partner.

Lucky are those who reach this stage, so why not try your best to be lucky?

IF ONLY…

If only you had listened to my heart. If only you had given me a chance, I would not be crying. I would not be so lonely. Life would have a meaning. I would leave the world just to be by your side. But now I have to leave the world because you are not by my side. You broke my heart, you stole my dreams, you filled my eyes with tears and you took away my reason to live. But still I cannot blame you because I don’t have any rights on you despite being yours. If only I knew that things would turn out this way, I would never have fallen in love. You are so far from me and now even if you’ll be near to me, I know that there’ll always be a distance between us. I still don’t understand why this happened to me? Did I deserve this? Didn’t I love you enough? Or is it that I’m not worth being loved? If so then why do I have a heart? Why does this heart beat for you? Why did I fall in love with you? Why? Why? I’ve got so many questions but there’s only loneliness to answer my questions. I’ve longed to have you by my side but now I’ve only loneliness by my side. At least loneliness will not hurt me; at least it will never betray me.

Every time I’ve loved, I’ve been hurt. I just can’t take it anymore. I didn’t ask you much. I just wanted to be the one to give you the world’s happiness. I just wanted to love you more than love. But fate had decided otherwise. I might someday have everything, but everything will seem to be nothing just because I won’t be having you by my side. There might be someone who loves you apart from me, but still you know that no one can ever love you as much as I do. You’ve gave me such a punishment in return and yet I don’t have any grudge against you because I still love you.

The sun will rise and fall, but my love for you will always rise. Whenever I stop thinking of you, my heart stops beating because it beats only for you and yet you want me to forget you? I don’t mind leaving this world for you, but if I do so, then no true lover will ever want to fall in love, no one will ever believe in sincere love. I’m helpless because I love you so much. If only things could turn out to be different. If only you were mine. I never thought that dreaming could be so costly. But now that I’ve realised it, I’ll never ever dream again. If only you had given me a chance to show you what you mean to me, maybe right now we would be together. But you didn’t even give me a chance to confess. You judged my love without giving me the time to tell you that you are my life. But now what’s the use of complaining because there’s no one to listen to me. I’m just alone. If only you were with me, life would be so beautiful. But I don’t now what to do, because you’ll never be with me. We are miles away from each others and I really can’t find a way to bridge this distance between us. If only this was a test, if only this was a nightmare. But even if it’s a nightmare, it’s an endless nightmare.

I can’t find a way to stop these tears from falling from my eyes. I look at your photo and I console my heart. I tell myself that someday you’ll be mine. For a small while I feel happy but then I realised that I’m lying to myself. Life has not always been fair to me and I guess I should get used to this instead of complaining.

Even if you are not mine, at least I can say that there was once a time when your smile belonged to me. I just can’t forget that smile of yours. I would do anything for that smile but you didn’t give me a chance for this. Now what shall I do? If only you loved me, if only…

SEUL

Je suis seul à attendre que tu reviennes à moi

Si seulement tu savais que je ne suis qu’à toi

Peut être il n’y aurait pas cette distance

Et ma vie aurait certainement un sens

Mais je vis ma vie dans la solitude

Et toi, tu t’amuses sûrement sans inquiétude

Sans te soucier que tu m’as brisé le cœur

Et qu’à jamais tu as pris mon bonheur

Je ne voulais qu’une danse

Mais tu ne m’as pas donné une chance

Maintenant je me sens abandonné

Car tu n’es pas à mes côtés

Je ne sais pas si je pourrais t’oublier

Ou même si je cesserais de t’aimer

Mais je serais toujours là à attendre que tu revienne a moi

My kind of girl, the film

Part One

Once there was a boy named Mevin who was deeply in love with a girl called Luxmi. Mevin had several great ambitions. He wanted to become a DON and get MALAMAAL WEEKLY and finally get married to his JAAN-E-MAAN. However, every time Mevin said MUJHE KUCH KEHNA HAIN to Luxmi, the latter replied KUCH NA KAHO and someday she said HUM DIL DECHUKE SANAM. Mevin was shattered because he had so many SAPNEY with Luxmi. He had already thought about VIVAH with her and even about the name of their children!! If they would have a boy then he would be called KRISHH, if twin boys, then PYARE MOHAN and it triplets, then TOM DICK AND HARRY. If they would have a boy and a girl, then surely BUNTY AUR BABLI. In case they would have girls, then JULIE aunty would decide. Mevin was unsure if his SAPNA would come true……..

Part two

Mevin was really an AWARA PAGAL DEEWANA. In fact, at first he was just DEEWANA but later DEEWANA HUE PAGAL. Then what to say? DIL TO PAGAL HAIN!! Mevin was so crazy that he was even ready to do a MURDER and become a CRIMINAL.

Mevin wanted to ask Luxmi MUJSE SHAADI KAROGI, however KISMAT was playing a game with him. At first Mevin was happy to say MAINE PYAR KIYA but later he started to ask himself MAINE PYAR KYOUN KIYA? But still Mevin was not afraid because PYAR KIYA TO DARNA KYA. But still Mevin kept his RAAZ and CHALTE CHALTE it became very difficult for him……

Part three

Mevin was so confused and AHISTA AHISTA, he realised that it was not worth doing his IKRAAR because he would be gambling his DOSTI with Luxmi. So he decided to keep his love DIL HI DIL MEIN. Mevin decided to live in his KHAMOSHI and then KYA KEHNA? ZINDAGI EK SAFAR. And we don’t HAMESHA get what we want to HAASIL. So Mevin decided to take life easy. He decided to forget Luxmi…. But… But… Mevin’s kind of girl is very difficult to find and Luxmi is Mevin’s kind of girl. He might stop loving, PARR EK BHAAT JHANLO, LUXMI KO BHOOLANA MUSKIL HI NAHIN, NA MOUMKIN HAIN (Copylefted from DON)… But still Mevin will try his best to forget the past because KAL HO NA HO, AAJ HAIN! TO PHIR HARPAL YAHAN JII BHAR JIYO, JO HAIN SAMAAN KAL HO NA HO.

YOU

You taught me how to dream

And yet you broke my dreams

You taught me how to smile

And yet you gave me tears

You showed me a light of hope

And yet you deserted me in the darkness

You changed me for the best

And yet you want me to forget the past

You gave me a reason to live

And yet you say you cannot be the reason

You filled my heart with pain

And yet you want me to smile

You taught me how to love

And yet you broke my heart

You hurt me so much

And yet I love you and I’ll always do

The secret

This is not just an article. It is also my heart which I am opening to you. I never thought that I would ever express my love to someone by writing. In fact, after my first experience in love, I never thought that I would fall in love again. But surely fate had decided otherwise. You came in my life.

I really didn’t notice you the first time I saw you. It is only after I got to know you that I realised that you were my kind of girl, the one I thought I would never meet. I thought that I would not be too serious in love because I wanted to take things lightly till I get to know everything about you. But I could in no way help myself from falling in love. Everything was feeling so nice in my life. I was not really having a good health before, because I had a quite negative attitude towards life and I was really neglecting my health before. I don’t know how you did it, but you changed my life.

I was so happy to be in love, until I got to know that you have a boyfriend. You won’t be able to imagine how I felt at that time. It was so difficult for me to digest the fact that I fell in love for the second time only and yet I was heart broken. I learnt about your boyfriend when one of my friends said he had seen you with a guy in Port Louis. And moreover you had not entered the law class that day. It was a Friday; just one day before the law test; the tutor had replaced a lecture which she had missed before. Moreover I had borrowed your law copybook before and I had to return it to you on that Friday itself when you said you would wait near the bus shelter. I was so hurt to know that you had someone in your life and yet I could not blame you at all because you broke my heart without knowing it. The following day, I could not concentrate in the law test and I had to leave the test very much early.

After that I thought that I should avoid you but then I realised that I would not be able to avoid during three years. So I decided that I would try to forget my love and smile even when I could not really do so. I changed myself and started to joke a lot and gradually it became part of me. You are a really nice girl and at that time I thought that we could still make good friends. But still it was not easy for me to forget that I love you. Then I wrote an article “My kind of girl” who was no one else than you. You’ve read it without even guessing for a second that you were the one who unknowingly broke my heart. Then I asked you what I should do about my kind of girl. I thought that you would encourage me to forget the past and look forward to the future. But what you told me really confused me that day. Moreover the irony was that you said that you hope that “I get my kind of girl” without knowing that you were talking about yourself.

I was unsure if I should confess my love to you as you had advised me to. Even Pooj told me to be patient and keep hope. At that time she did not that you were my kind of girl but surprisingly she did have a doubt about it. Despite all these advices, I had decided that I would give up because I didn’t want to lose your friendship. But later on, you lent me your IT copybook in which there were some romantic poems which I thought you had written for your boyfriend. At that time, I was even more hurt because I never thought that you would love your boyfriend so much that my love would be nothing in comparison. At the same time, I was feeling guilty because I had read your poems without your permission. So I asked you for forgiveness. But how could I know that it was a turning point of things? I got to know that you were not really serious about your boyfriend. I wiped out my tears and somehow I could see a light of hope in the darkness. I started to really smile again and I started to think positively. I was feeling so positive and I was telling everyone to be so as well. I was feeling so healthy after such a long time.

I used to really miss you a lot when you were away from me. Whenever you were absent, my day would be incomplete. When you were ill and you could not attend the understanding society test, I was not feeling well at all. You can still ask anyone who was there on that day. I was really getting worried for you and I could not focus on the test and I had to leave the test much earlier. And I was feeling guilty at the same time because I was so helpless. I love you and yet I could not help you in any way on that day. I was feeling so helpless and guilty. But I was so relieved to see you on the IT test two days later.

Everytime you are near me, I really enjoy your company. I really care for you, but still I avoided showing you that I do, by fear that you might get to know about my feelings for you.

I spent one of the most beautiful moments of my life with you. I will never forget that I spent my birthday with you by my side. And moreover you were the first person to wish me on my birthday just a couple of seconds after 00.00. It was the most wonderful birthday I’ve ever had because I spent it with you.

I do love you, but at the same time, you friendship means a lot to me. If I would never get your love, I would not want to sacrifice your friendship. But still I can tell you that I love you sincerely and you hold a great place in my heart and in my life as well. I don’t fall in love easily. But once I do, I’m very sincere in my commitment. I really admire you a lot for everything you do.

Whatever your decision, I can assure you that you’ll always have a special place in my heart, whether as the one whom I cherish from the bottom of my heart or just as a friend. Take all your time and you decide. I’m ready to wait how long you wish. Whatever might be your decision, maybe I’ll be losing something, but you won’t lose a thing.

You are the one I’ve been waiting for. But please don’t hesitate to tell me if I’m not the one you’re waiting for. Life’s made up of ups and downs, and I’ve been quite acquainted with both, so don’t worry about how I might react to the latter. It won’t be the end of the world for you or for someone else, so don’t hesitate to tell me any of your decision.

I’ve got so much to tell you and yet I don’t know how to tell you. Perhaps some things are meant to be understood rather than said. As I said before, life is to live with what we get and not with what we want. To get you, I’m ready to change myself however you want.

Sometimes I wonder why I have fallen in love. Life would be so simple without being in love. I would not be having so much feeling to hide in my heart. I cannot tell you in words how I felt every time I knew you would be with your boyfriend. You spent quite a lot of time with me and yet you were not mine. We were close to each others but surely not that close. Fate had put me in a real dilemma, where I had to choose between love and friendship. I just could not decide at first. But now I’ve taken a decision which I hope will in no way create any distance between us.

I’ve got several ambitions and dreams and if life is by my side, I know that I might really achieve them. You are my life. You are part of my life and whether you have a place for me in your life is your decision which I’ll accept without any question.

Forgetting my love might be very difficult but it might not be impossible. It is said that time is a great healer and maybe if you are not mine, I’ll be sad for a moment and then perhaps time might heal my wound. I know that it’s not an easy decision for you, but just ask your heart if there has ever been a day when you’ve missed me, if there has been a day when you thought of me, if there has been a day when you cared for me, if there has been a day when your smile belonged to me.

Live not with the one you want to, but with the one you can live with. I know that we are quite different from each others but I’m ready to change as I told you before. If you want, I’ll forget that punctuality is a virtue and I’ll even stop to joke and make others laugh. Love me for a reason; let the reason be love itself.

It is a strange coincidence that I’ve loved only two girls till now and that both of them are named *****. But still the difference is that I never had the opportunity to confess my love to my first kind of girl and yet she hurt me a lot. But that’s the past, a past I don’t even want to think about.

Once you finish reading this letter, you can listen to the CD I gave you. It might perhaps be my last surprise. Once I had told you that I’ll never give you any bad surprise. If unknowingly, I’ve not respected my words, you please forgive me.

Perhaps you would never have known about my love if I was not destined to tell you. But every time, I was on the verge of giving up, somehow there was something that gave me hope. And now that I’ve already told you everything, I know that maybe I’ll be having much to lose, but at least I will not be bearing the pain of keeping this secret in my heart. As you had told me: “it’s better to get rid of the pain than keep suffering.” Now I’ll have to wait to know if I’ve taken the right decision by open my fist.

I would like to tell you a lot of things but time will not favour me. Whatever you’ve just read is all that I want you to know. And now I leave everything to you. Don’t forget that you’ll always hold a place in may heart whatever your decision and that you have nothing to lose, so don’t worry about your decision. Take all your time and if you want to ask me something, you can do so anytime. I just want to tell you a last thing which I haven’t yet told you. I love you, I really do. All I want is just a chance. A chance to prove you what you mean to me. I love you and I mean it. The rest is in your decision for which I’m ready to wait how much you want me to. I love you.

Yours

Mevin

THE DAY

I still remember the day,

The day I saw you for the last time.

I did have a lot to say,

But I knew I could not make you mine.

While going you did not turn back to see me,

And I left in silence with my secret.

God surely did not hear my plea.

Perhaps what we want, we do not always get.

Now please tell me what shall I do?

If you had given me one chance only,

Perhaps I would not be so far from you.

And together we would make a nice story.

But unluckily, it is already the end.

I don not even remember the beginning.

I might try how much I can.

But I know that I will not be able to stop loving.

I might forget everything,

But I still remember the day,

The day I saw you for the last time.

My kind of girl

Deception in love: it is something to which I am quite familiar. Even if I had only one experience in this field or rather this situation. I had been unsuccessful in my first love. And it took me much time to get over this grief. Lots of memories or better say lots of sad memories were haunting me all the time. Tears were starting to flow from my eyes every time I thought of my first love. I was quite dishearten and dejected, but then I started to ask myself why I had loved only one girl and why I had not been interested in any other girl? After spending quite some time pondering on this, I finally got the becauses of my whys. It was either because I didn’t find any girl who was “my kind of girl” of either I was blind. I preferred the former view of things.

Then I kept pondering about my experience, my one and only experience at that time. I thought that I should try to find where I had been wrong. And I finally realized that I had not been wrong anywhere. It was rather fate who had been wrong to me. But still it was of no use to blame fate. So I thought it was better to learn from this experience rather than lamenting over my fate. As time was passing, I was trying to forget my first love, and it was even more difficult than what I thought. On the other hand, I came to another conclusion. If during so many years I came across only one girl who was my kind of girl, it meant that it would probably take me much time to meet another girl who would be my kind of girl. So I thought it was better for me to enjoy loneliness and the so called freedom of life. At least loneliness would never betray me. Loneliness had always been sincere to me and I had been sincere to someone else, who gave me nothing but pain in return. Life was melancholic and I was living only because my breath was not stopping. Gradually life was returning to the normal as I kept myself busy to forget my past. But little did I know that I would fall in the trap of love again.

It took me around 10 months after I had last seen my first love, to meet a girl who was my kind of girl. I did not really believe in love at first sight and this was perhaps why I was never interested in any girl in just the first meeting. I could not know that I had found my kind of girl when I met her for the first time. It took me a couple of meetings to realize that I was in trouble; I mean I was on the way of falling in love. I had already been deceived before and I did not want to be so again. Hence I had decided that I would not love her till I knew everything about her. But how could I stop myself from falling in love?

I started to smile. I even forgot that tears were the tiny droplets that fell from the eyes. I got another reason to live. I wanted to be hers and make her mine. I thought of her so much that I started to forget myself. I was already good, but I started to change myself for the best. The word “happiness” entered my dictionary of life again. But how could I know that fate was just playing a game with me again? What I thought was happiness was, in fact, sadness in disguise. Just moments after, I was heart broken. I felt so lost, I had lost. The irony in all this was that my kind of girl broken my heart but she did not even know about it. I just could not blame her or accuse her of being stone hearted. I could not even confess my love to me. The season of happiness seemed to be over. I wanted to cry but I could not, maybe because I had started to get used of being heart broken. Again I thought where I had been wrong and this time I started to blame myself. Maybe I should give up or maybe I do not deserved to get the love of the one I love.

I feel the pain again and again and yet no one is here to explain why this happened to me. No one is here to give me uplifting words; no one is here to lend me a smile. But still I have to smile to hide my sorrows. Smile on my face, pain in my heart, tears in my eyes and I’m still living. I’m just hoping that the season of sadness won’t last long. This hope shall keep me alive. But with whom shall I share my sadness? Maybe I should live with this burden and keep it as my secret. But I know that I’ll take some time to forget my kind of girl and whenever she might be near me, I shall hold my tears and smile out my grief. She does not know the depth of my love and she’ll never ever know about it. I’ll just smile and make others smile, so that if something happens to me tomorrow, I will be remembered for my smile, I’ll smile for others and maybe I’ll forget my sorrows for a while. Perhaps time will heal my pain and I’ll start to live once again. And maybe I’ll come across someone who’ll be my kind of girl and …………..

FOREVER

I open my eyes but I don’t see you near

If you listened to my heart, you would hear

How much it loves you and cares

But now I’ve got so much sorrows and yet no one to share

You hurt me so much and you went away

Words won’t be enough for me to say

How much pain you gave me

If only you could see

How I’m living without you

Maybe you would realised that I really love you

But now everything is over, except my pain

I won’t commit the mistake of falling in love again

Because you’ll always be in my heart forever

Philosophy of love

Love, everyone must have fallen in love. No one can escape from it and why should we escape from love? What is love?

Let us analyze it from my point of view.

At the beginning, it was said that there was only Adam and Eve on the earth. But did Adam love Eve or did the vice versa happen? Or was there any compromise between them since they were the only persons on earth? I won’t be able to answer this question and neither will you be able to do so.

Just suppose that there was really a compromise between them, then it means that compromise is a strong factor of love. But have you ever made up a compromise and end up loving someone? Most of you will reply negatively, but why so?

You have parents and relatives who know you since your birth. Just imagine that someone love you. That someone does not know you as much as your parents but he/she loves you as much as or even more than them. And one day, he/she confesses his/her love to you. What will you do? Some might say yes, while other might reply negatively.

Why might some of you say yes? There may be several cases. It may be that you are really impressed by that person’s love and that you start loving him/her .It may also be that you don’t want to break that person’s heart. It may also be that you want to compromise with that person and give him/her a chance to really prove his/her love for you. Or maybe you say yes just not face a heavy conscience of breaking someone’s heart because you have been heart broken in the past and you know how it feels.

And now, we’ll see why some of you might say no. Here also, several possibilities exist. Some look at the physical appearance of that person and then reject him/her because they want someone handsome/sexy; some are already in love; some make excuses of already being in love with someone else; and there exist also some who are in search of their “charming prince” or “dream girl”; I wish those people good luck and hope that they meet their “charming prince” or “dream girl” while fetching their pension one day!!!! Hey guys and girls, stop searching for the ideal person because maybe that the person whom you are searching is just in front of you but you have not seen him/her from that point of view. But that does not mean that you should start looking at everyone from that point of view!!!!!

To confess one’s love is really a difficult task for some. But why so? Why do you go on telling everyone that you love someone, but you don’t get the guts to tell that person that you love him/her? There’s logic behind this. When you love someone and when time comes to confess your love, you’ll have some disturbing questions on your mind. Some of the questions are as follows: “am I enough handsome/pretty for her/him?”, “ is this the right time to confess?”, “ from where will I start?”, “ how will she react?”…… and so on.

From my past experience and that of my friends, I can say that by thinking too much about these questions, we are simply losing time, courage and the chances of being successful. In fact, it’s not that easy to not think about these questions and I’m sure that only the minority of you might have been able to do so. But why is so difficult? It’s just that when you love someone and that you’ve yet to confess your love, you’ll always have the fear that she/he may not accept you. But I think that you should wipe off this fear from your mind, because you might lose your self-confidence, and this will not help you at all. You must always be confident when you confess your love and although it is difficult, try to look at that person in his/her eyes- this might show your sincerity(if you are really sincere!!!!!)

All those who have been in love, must have noticed a change in them. There might have been a change in their taste, in their behaviour, in their perception of life. I know a friend who has changed his tuitions for a girl, another has changed his style and looks, and there’s even one who used to hate classical music, but he has started to love it just because the girl he loves, really likes classical music!!!! It can be said that this change sometimes requires a sacrifice; and when you are in love, you ought to make sacrifices.

I’m sure that many of you have been heart broken, but that’s not the end of the world, is it? Love will come many times but true love will come only once. So just forget the past but remember the lesson that you might have learn from that experience because at every stage of life we learn new things that we should keep in mind so as to construct a better tomorrow. If you don’t get your love, just think positively and look forward to the future. Live every moment with a smile and not tears.

Life is meant to be lived and love brings taste to life, so just love, love and love

GOOD NIGHT

My heart is full of joy to know you DEAR

You know that for you, I’ll always be HERE

Whatever you feel, whether sadness of FEAR

Just call out my name and you’ll find me NEAR

If it happens that you feel LONELY

Just think of me and feel HAPPY

Because someone somewhere cares for YOU

Believe it or not, it’s really TRUE

Now it’s time for me to wish you GOOD NIGHT

You’ll never be away from my SIGHT

Wish you make dreams which are really SWEET

And take care till the next time we MEET

life

Life: a journey full of ups and downs, of happiness and sorrows, of love and hatred, of success and failures. Sometimes the journey is long sometimes not. We are all travelers of this journey which starts from birth to end till death. But what makes a perfect life? Three things: love, love and love!!!

We get love from everywhere, sometimes from the one we want and sometimes from persons we do not expect. Love from our parents, from our friends, from our life partner. At every stage of life, whether it is childhood, adolescence, adulthood, we need love. As a child, we do not really understand the meaning of love and what matters are material things. And as soon as we reach adolescence, we start to experience infatuation but we do not realize it until we reach adulthood. At the latter stage we start to build our dreams and achieve our aims and ambition. Then we realize that we can’t travel this whole journey alone. The need of having a partner for this journey arises. Yet it is not that easy to find that soul mate who can really understand us. Along this journey we come across many travelers with whom we might want to make our way, but with the passage of time we realize that though we are all travelers, our destinations are not the same. But still we don’t give up because sooner or later we’ll come across the soul mate: the one to support us in our problems, sorrows and deceptions, the one who’ll share his/her secrets, joys and love with us. Unfortunately we often forget that love is not just to receive but to share as well. If only everyone could realize this, then words like hatred would not be found in our dictionaries. But unluckily it is not so.

Life is just like a study subject, where we learn a lot by what we experience. Whether the experience we have are good or bad, there worth a lot since by learning from our experiences that we can build a better tomorrow. Life is not always fair with everyone. Sometimes life just snatch things from us and give us what we don’t desire. We must realize that we should not blame life for our sorrows, deceptions, and failures. Just imagine, what would happiness worth if we don’t know the meaning of sorrows? How would we enjoy our success if we have never experienced failure? How would life be if we get all that we need?

By now you might have realized that life is just life and it is worth living. But still life will end at its destination one day or the other.

Love is the essence of life, so just share love because you’ll be bestowed with love only if you share it with others.

My pain

MY PAIN

If tears were diamonds,

I would be so rich.

If sadness was luck,

I would be so lucky.

If sorrows were happiness,

I would be so happy.

If pain was pleasure,

I would be smiling.

If falling in love was a crime,

I would be criminal.

If being heart broken was to embrace death,

Then I would not be part of this cruel world.

But it is not so.

And if I was God,

I would be blamed for this.